Monthly Archives: March 2016

Even More Medicated…

When I last left you, I was psyching myself up to take a Klonopin. The doctor had recommended 1 mg morning and 1 mg night. I asked her to start more slowly than that. Boy, am I glad I did. … Continue reading

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Medicated…

Ok, so let me start off by saying that I have been to years of cognitive therapy to resolve my condition without medication. That worked so well that my wife came to me after one of my freak-outs at a … Continue reading

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I’m Afraid…

of everything. I am scared of anything I can’t get out of, whether that be physically or mentally. I’m not psyched about not being in control, either.

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In the Beginning…

I couldn’t breathe. The air was thick and dank, and smelled slightly moldy. I just kept taking as deep of breath as I could, and sighing loudly, trying to satisfy my need for oxygen, to slow my pounding heart. I … Continue reading

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